I DID IT!
I FINISHED 50 BOOKS ONE DAY BEFORE NEW YEARS EVE (yesterday that is)!
I have no idea, literary no idea what to say, i did not expect this day to come, not this year no. i had given up. i made myself believe that i would not be able to do it. but this morning i thought, you know what, im doing this to all the things that wen't wrong in my life, for all the times i was dragged, pushed and stomped down this year. this year might have started off at a bad place, and only became worse with time until recently but this, this achievement is like a bi "suck it" butt kick to my life this past years. if i wan't something. you bet i will fight for it.
happy new year fellas!!